Friday, September 5, 2014

Gabz18th

It might have possibly been forever (hyperbole alert) since I've updated. Spontaneity and circumstances (more like mood changes) uncalled for have urged me to channel those sentiments hovering around in the space of my anti-gravitational heart, to a more tangible form. Tada 

And so onto the latest hapz event of my life (or lack thereof haha blame game is on A levels) 

Gabby's birthday party πŸŽ‰

Gabz was a real regal princess yesterday (and also all day every day 😍)
Yesterday has got to be one of the grandest birthday parties I've ever been too. The only other smashing party I've been to would be yasmin's brother's laser tag-in-the-woods party and yup got all muddy and unkempt. Aside that, really thankful to her for the invitation and I'm really glad she's in my life :) 

Also, the possible awkwardness that I was expecting was expelled by the warmth and friendliness of all who were there :) made lovely friends and it was amazing how we could all click so easily :) 


These girls really made my night :') thankful for meeting them:) 


The hilarity of 01 needs to maintain! Such a fun bunch ^^



Love her to bits πŸ™†


😍


All 'em gorgeous girls (inferiority complex building up hahahah)



Jials my fellow cumberbitch 😍😍😍 sherlockians are so hard to find 😭


A levels are cray, akin to climbing up a never-ending stairwell. But the friends you meet along the way are the greatest :)


And when you reach the top, the view is spectacularπŸŽ†πŸŽ†πŸŽ† (fireworks during the party, how timely ^^)

And so, if there is anything to take away from this. 
1) Gabz birthday party was fabulous (just like the birthday girl herself)

2) You are not alone in the season of difficulty and trying moments. God has blessed you with the accompaniment of great friends surrounding you as you travel along.

Keep the faith; 59/58 days left ??

Don't count the days, make the days count.


Adieu

Friday, December 7, 2012

And so because of some whatsapp content, I feel strangely compelled to type out a little love story experienced by my friend. 

I call it The First Time I met you in Taiwan
(note that some parts have been changed and exaggerated to engage the readers)


Pulling a her black cardigan over her stylish white top, Relee sighed.
She was alone with her mum and her sister in this cold foreign land they call Taiwan.
Relee missed her friends back in Singapore dearly and hoped to return back to her beloved country as soon as possible.
Relee's mum spotted her sulking in a corner and rushed to her.
"Darling, we are here in the amazing Taiwan! Come on, don't sulk anymore. This village is celebrating some lantern festival! Go on, take a look!" her mum encouraged.
Relee took a quick a glance at the surroundings and processed her mother's advice.
Her mother was right. Taking a look around would not hurt.
Slowly, she started to become engaged in the village's festivities. Before long, she was enjoying the magnificent display of lanterns.
Whipping out her polaroid camera, she decided that the view of the lanterns was too magnificent to miss.
She looked around for her mother and sister but they were nowhere to be found.
As she fumbled around with her camera, trying out different angles which would include her own face and the view with an endearing lack of success.
When Relee was on the verge of giving up, a deep voice bellowed.
"Hello, do you need help?" in chinese
Relee looked up and she realised that she was staring straight at a boy.
The boy belonged to the village and he was clad in a tight brown shirt which tugged at his bulging muscles and curved in the shape of his well defined abs.
A large straw hat was pulled over his handsome weather beaten  face. He totally resembled the famous Hong Kong actor, Kevin Cheng.
Relee found herself deeply attracted to his muddy brown eyes however, she recovered her composure soon enough.
"Well, can you help take a picture of me and the lovely view of the lanterns?" Relee finally requested. However, she quickly asked " Are you sure you know how to operate this?" as she was deeply concerned about his ability to operate a piece of technology which was rather rare in the village.
The boy chuckled to himself and replied "Of course,.Are you belittling me?"
Relee felt a a warm feeling rush to her cheeks before posing for the camera.
Click.
Soon enough, the boy took the polaroid out of the camera and a smile flickered across his suave countenance.
"Alright, thank you!" Relee managed and reached out to extract the polaroid from his hand.
To her astonishment, the boy jumped out of her reach and jokingly ran away with the polaroid.
"Actually... Can I keep it?" he yelled as he ran from her clutches.
Relee felt herself entertained by his actions and naturally, she chased after him.
As the two played around and finally, the boy collapsed onto the grassy floor in exhaustion. Surprised by his abrupt stop, Relee fell on top of him.
Relee felt his well defined body cushion her fall and his chest was so warm in the gray cold weather of Taiwan.
Coincidentally, Relee looked into the boy's eyes and the two were trapped in each other's gaze.
After what seemed like eternity, Relee snapped out of her trance. Both of their cheeks turned crimson red as they sat up.
All of a sudden, Relee was greeted by a flashing light.
Click.
The boy took a picture of Relee and he grinned as he shoved the polaroid into the pocket of his baggy jeans.
Relee felt her face turn hot and her heart started to accelerate.
"Hey, your face looks rather red. Are you feeling alright? Why don't I cool it down for you a little? My hands are really freezing!" the boy muttered.
Before Relee could react, she felt the cold icy hands of the boy cupped against her cheeks and he had a look of deep concern on his face.
"There there, better?"
The touch of his skin sent electrical vibes down the blood vessels in her body and commanded goosebumps to form.
His hands. Relee loved the touch of them.
"So, before I forget, what is your name, lovely lady and where are you from?"the boy asked with a look of curiosity.
Before Relee could stop herself, she revealed her name as though his hypnotizing voice had command over her body.
"Relee huh? That's a beautiful name" he uttered. "Do you have facebook?"
Relee found herself nodding in reply.
"Good. I will add you. Although our meeting may be short, I believe that destiny will bring us together again. This will not be the last time you will see me" the boy winked and he inched closer to Relee and planted an electrifying kiss on her forehead.
Relee was stunned. Although a part of her was really shocked, the other part of her was loving the kiss.

"RELEE! Where have you been? It's getting late! We have to go back to the hotel soon!" Relee's mother appeared all of a sudden.
"Oh honey, who is that boy?"she continued.
"Oh nothing, mum. Just a newly made friend!" Relee hollered.
"Okay then. Hurry! Tell him you have to go!" Relee's mum ordered as she hurried away.

The boy smiled at Relee and spoke "Seems like you have to go huh."
Relee nodded with despair filled in her eyes.
"Don't worry, I'll miss you but I will facebook you. Perhaps someday, I will fly to Singapore to visit you!"
the boy encouraged and waved goodbye.
Relee felt tears welling up in her eyes but she suppressed them and put up a happy demeanor before waving back.
"See you" she whispered as she noticed the tinge of sadness in his posture as he disappeared into the bushes.

She felt the same way.

Looking down at her polaroid camera, she tucked it nicely into her bag, just like how she kept the memories of the encounter with the boy safely in her heart.


Hope you enjoyed it~

PEISHAN





Well hello again. I am putting in much effort to ensure that this blog stays updated:)
Alright so, I was watching X FACTOR USA and realised that Cece Frey is finally eliminated. ERM ITS ABOUT TIME. I have no idea why she remained in the show for so long. Don't get me wrong. I'm sure Cece is an awesome girl outside of the show and she sure sings a lot better than most of us. Also, she is blessed with gorgeous looks. However, as compared to Carly Rose and the rest, she never really had a chance. I thought she was amazing when she first auditioned though she had that bad girl attitude going on. But now, I have no idea why but she makes me wince every time she sings. I'm sorry Cece, I think you are really stunning and you probably are a really nice person but I wont be buying your records.

As usual, Carly Rose is rocking the house. Tate Stevens is shaking the stage. These two are worthy opponents. I'm more Carly biased though. I can't even do what she is doing when I was thirteen. Now three years have passed and I still can't do it. I bet the same goes for many of us as well so no excuse. THIS GIRL IS FREAKING TALENTED. God bless her.

Hmm Simon's groups are amazing. Look at One Direction. They are living evidence of Simon's success. However, I don't feel for Emblem 3. Sure they can harmonize and one of them is pretty good looking. I am just not a fan:( On the other hand, I think Fifth Harmony is really great! Have you heard them singing Demi's song? WOW I was stunned and just amazed. Now it is continually replaying in my head. Oh darn it. Here we go again~
Don't wanna break your heart, 
Wanna give your heart a break. 
I know you're scared it's wrong, 
Like you might make a mistake. 
There's just one life to live 
And there's no time to wait(to waste). 
So let me give your heart a break, 
Give your heart a break, 
Let me give your heart a break, 
Your heart a break, 
Oh yeah yeah. 


ENJOYED IT?

DUH. HAHA. OKAY BYE

PEISHAN

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Hey again. I just renovated my blog, changed the skin, added some music and tagboard.
Haha I'm actually rather surprised that I didn't lose touch.
Okay now, no to what I promised.
Presenting~ (drum roll, jubilant cheers, excited squeals)

My Sweet Sixteen
haha there was no party, just church camp.
My church camp was from 1st to 3rd Dec.
And my birthday was right smack in the middle: 2nd Dec
haha, to be honest, I was feeling quite sad about it as I wanted to celebrate this important day in SG, not Malaysia.
But God's plan works best.
Alright, I shall start with my birthday morning.
You think that morning means breakfast time? No. Morning as in the wee hours of the morning at 1am.
To tell the truth, despite being so hyped up over the fact that my birthday was coming, I didn't even realise when the clock struck 12.
All these years, my birthday meant receiving loads of birthday wishes on twitter and facebook, receiving presents and eating cake.
This year was different and it made me change my opinion on my perspective of an ideal birthday.

Moving on, my birthday breakfast was a little embarrassing.
There I was walking to the buffet area to have breakfast and then everyone suddenly sang me a birthday song. I was stumped. I wasn't really expecting that. So I nodded gratefully and thanked everyone. But still I was half asleep and still processing the surprising reception.
And then, J presented this plate of waffle + pancakes combo. As much as I was grateful for this sudden birthday breakfast, the contents of the plate looked queer.
The waffles and pancakes were smeared with peanut butter, butter and jam. Sounds alright. However, in the middle of all the ingredients, there was this suspicious looking green thing. It resembled an unidentified fruit, yet at the same time a deformed gummy bear. I was examining it warily but I decided to eat it anyway since he had graciously arranged the buffet breakfast for me.

After, I had a stomach ache. I don't think there was a problem with the green thing. It was me. My mindset. Or my weak stomach. Actually I thought it was my large intestine which was made lousy by my horrible habit of chomping solid water.

Yeah it sucks to have a stomach ache on your sweet sixteen. Been there, done that.

Oh after the breakfast we had a sermon. And then we had lunch. After that, my church friends and I went to the nearest shopping mall to watch RISE OF THE GUARDIANS.
Before the movie, Jia Xuan and I decided to play at the arcade for a while. We tried our luck at the basketball hoop thing and kind of failed miserably. The best we could make it to was level 2.
And there was this dude next to us who was shooting like a pro.
That day, we left the arcade without our pride.
To be fair, he was a guy who is physically stronger.
Oh who am I kidding, this is no excuse.
BECAUSE WOMEN ARE AS GOOD AS MAN, OR EVEN BETTER.
Haha my feminist side is showing.

Anyway, the RISE OF THE GUARDIANS was amazing:) I was frost-bitten (if you know what that means;) well if you don't, it means an infatuation with the handsome yet sadly fictional Jack Frost. He's so good looking you can just look at him all day. Haha if he were real, he would be quite the ladies' man. Besides that, the sandman was so adorable I felt like just grabbing him and hugging him like there's no tomorrow:) And so the plot was absolutely awesome and it is definitely a must-watch.

Handsome fellow;)
presenting the adorable sandman


haha I see that this post is kind of long so I shall end it:)

PEISHAN

Monday, September 7, 2009

This video is clearly extracted from youtube.
This video is specially dedicated to the AWESOME and FANTABULOUS journalist of 1E3, Luk Ching.



thx Luk Ching for ur amazing article.
:)

PS

Monday, July 27, 2009

Im having feverrrrr....
37.6
not good
today i had to be sent back.
Waited at the back of the hall for like forrever...
People kept staring as they passed by.
I bet they were going ' swine flu'
And behind us, sec 3s were dancing.
I mean seriously dancing...
weird much...
and plus im sooo tired now. I slept for 4 hrs.
Still tired...
oh n e ways then the school called taxis and we were sent home...

im wearing a mask.
Relatively uncomfortable.
Hope I can go to school tomorrow.
Amen.


too tired to continue.
God Bless.
and
Bye

PS

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

I watched Transformers Revenge Of The Fallen. awesome. better than twilight. But for new moon im not sure.
The other movies I wanna watch...
-Aliens In The Attic
-Harry Potter half blood prince
-Ice Age 3
-Slam Band
This months movie are soooo awesome.

Shia LaBeouf ROCKS!
Shia LaBeouf ROCKS!

I love <333333 Optomus Prime!!! ahhhhh!!!!!

ok. today.
common test. I did the bonus mark question.
yay me.

Omgosh! Tomorrow! Its my turn for the trinity Guildhall!!!! ahhhhh
2day, I got tested by Mrs Leong.
Said my newspaper may fail if I dont add more.
Ha. 4mins become 40secs.
But the rest is okayyy...

Please help me, God!
Amen.

Improvisation for newspaper article script commencing NOW!

Oh and thks Amaris for returning my 5k! thks sooo much!!!!!!!!

much ado about nothing.

saw that on the dor of the passing by taxi.

Shakespeare.

okay, gtggtgtgtgtgtgtgtg bb...
PS

Monday, June 29, 2009

today was awesomely fun and boring. First day of school. Wadd do u expect. =.= BORING: Yasmin didnt come. FUN: michelle and the rest 1e3 were there. Apart frm charissa. Ok. When I first step foot into the school, there were many teachers armed at the gate. There was this screening area... coolll. And good news, today ms Loo said smthing abt changing science rep coz she said It was too hard on me and yaddiyaddiyadda....... Poor Sheryl Lim... and Sneha... :) She went to my table and shook hands with me... urkkk... shivers. Then immediately when she was gone, Zanny threw me a bottle of hand sanitizer...lol. I mouthed a "thank you" to her. Then Chloe next to me was laughing like mad. llloooollll. :) Zanny ultimately saved the day.
Anyway, the H1H1 CASE is not to be kidding. Today, ms Loo also asked us hows our holidays and stuff and then she asked our class who wants school extension.However, she was showing us the angry look. So though in our hearts we SO WANT TO, we all kept quiet.

BAD NEWS!!! Mrs Khoo is not teaching us for this term. She said another teacher called Mr Lim is gonna teach us and he is like training to be a teacher. She claims that he is 'handsome' and 'young'. lol much. Not that I even care. No more Mrs Khoo means no more sweets and answering on the board. :( Mr Chew is also not teaching us anymore. :(

Oh anyway, today we had music. Our teacher is called.... shoots, I forgot. I think he sprained his foot or smthing. Sighs. But he can play like awesome songs on the piano. Nat, Luk and YJ were like requesting songs. ha ha...
this blog is like soooo dead now. No tags... nothing:( PLS TAG!!!! SPAMMERS ARE ALLOWED. :) I MEAN U AMARIS...:)

CHURCH STUFF NOW.
Everybody now always say "Its ok to feel good" and "Come on get a life" and everything. However it is NOT ok to say all these stuff...
ok... picture urself urself in a circumstance.
You're fren shoves a packet of drugs or whatever that is bad and says "Its ok to feel good, and come on man get a life". Will u take it?
DO NOT OKAY???!!!!

yeah thats bout it... i suddenly cant think of the rest. I promise I will continue the church stuff some other time...


BYEEEEEE! GOD BLESS! ><

PS

Thursday, June 25, 2009

btw!!!!!! MICHAEL JACKSON JUST DIED!!!!!!

Thursday, June 18, 2009

hello... im back. I was in church camp which was held at malaysia for the past 4 days.... It was great, the camp i mean. Went with kim, natalie. Ok its a combined camp for my church and another church COH. natalie tan found troubles with Courtney, a COH person and blar blar blar. I throughly enjoyed the FUN NITE! It was awesome and blar blar.... The room was ULTRA BIG!!!!!!!!!! UNFORTUNATELY, MY FAMILY'S ROOM WAS CONNECTING ROOMS WITH PASTOR L AND J.W. NOT FOR PASTOR L, BUT JW. He is called jin wei. Weird rite? Plus all the children DISLIKE HIM. So, we started to call him wei wei. Ha ha. He stayed only for two days and you know what? All the HS children, including me, went into his room and hid his shoes. Erm... to be more specific, we his oneof his socks under the carpet, hid the other under the chair, and for his shoes, we threw one into the dustbin and one into the bathroom! :) haha... good times, good times. I still remembered that time, Kim and I put grass in his shoes and Natalie painting his shoes with pink nail polish stuff and tied his shoelaces together. I dont know why all the pranks we pulled on him have something to do with his shoes but anyway, WHO CARES!!!!!! ha ha ha ha ha ha......... Im being really evil... Oh I have to go for another camp today.... Actually at 8am but they gave us grace and let us rest for a while more....... Im so tired.... And to make things worse the camp later on is SURVIVAL CAMP!!!!!!!!!

too tired to continue....
PS

Thursday, June 11, 2009

hi again! Yesterday was FUN!! Kendra and Jolene came to mii house to play. Well, sorta. Actually, i was suppose to do hw with Jolene but we ended up playing and talking instead. She played, well i would say fiddled, with my dad's ex guitar(he has 3). I thought Kendra how to play the Yiruma River flows in u song. Well, it was FUN!!!!!!!!!! Countdown for camp begins like now. Camp starts next mon. I totally need to finish my hw!!!!!!!!!!!!! I only did some. -.- ahhhhh.
FUN(DISGUSTING) FACT
ADAM LAMBERT HAS ADMITTED HE IS A GAY AND HE HAS A "CRUSH" ON KRIS ALLEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-INFORMATION DERIVED FROM DA NEWS...


its sic rite?
oh btw, if any 1 of u wanna know if im going playmax...
ans: YES! IM NOT GOING! :)

Im playing till the end.... gtg. bye

PS

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Today was fun. Meaning Church. Tomorrow's itinary is fully book. Oh btw, who is from the center Of Hope church? My church is with them for camp... And today some JW people came. They claim thry are christians but they are NOT. They like totally misinterprete the bible and have false beliefs. They claim that Jesus Christ is not real and misinterprete 2 verses from the bible to use as 'evidence'. Liars. You know, everybody around me has been talking about BOF. So, out of pure curiosity, I went to watch and it was indeed FABULOUS, not that Im addicted. Nathan came to my house. He is super cute. He is my friends brother and is just 2 or smthing years old....... He saw a pic of a shark with sharp teeth and touched it. Then he said"Ouch". Man, how cool is that..... And BONUS....Everytime he listens to music he will dance.... ha ha ha ha

PS

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

ANOTHER FUNNY TRAILOR







PS

Monday, June 1, 2009

OMGOSH OMGOSH!
I SO TOTALLY WANNA WATCH NEW MOOONNNNNN!!!
SO here is the trailor.
NEW MOON..............




ARH! GOING BOING.......



PS

Sunday, May 31, 2009


ha ha. that was what i found when i typed in 'ps' in google.
i will do my homework.
i will do my homework.
that is what im gonna do.
im RESOLUTE.
PS

June holidays

the JUNE holidays have officially begin! Hallelujiah.
however, im like SUPER BORED.
nthing to do apart from the stacks of homework that are cateogarised in different goups etc:tution, school, piano and church.
even church too.......
sighs. 1 day itself is already boring.
how am i gonna spend the rest of my june holidays?!?!?!
of course, most will probably say the answer is friends.
=.= friends out.
yasmin-not here
michelle-live really really reallyreally really really far
nicole koh-clique('gangsters' stuff)
kimberly-cca
victoria-????
jolene-?????

you see. now im gonna spend the rest of the holidays doing nothing.
sighs. i feel weak.

ive got like 16 hw!!!! and no 1 to do with mii. :(

Those ppl who live near me are not in my class.




too bored to even continue.



PS

Friday, May 29, 2009

hello.
today is the last day of school.
A person called TRISHnu came and talk to us abt bullying and at first when we saw her coming in, we were like"huh....................." more sighs.
But later we realised that she was realy nice and fun as well as engaging.
We were also supposed to do a skit. I grouped with Samy, Cheryl Chow, Grace Low, Yas and Mich, and Nicole koh. :)
We were rehearsing for the skit and came to the part when cheryl and nicole koh is suppose to bang into each other and as they were doing so nicole koh literally fell backwards(NOT ACTING). yas, michelle and I were like laughing. ha ha. shes funny. We were laughing with her not at her.
honestly.
in the name of jesus.
The day was fun though. Sighs. Im gonna miss the 1E3-sians including nicole koh, yasmin and michelle. wellll, on the bright sight THE HOLIDAYS STARTS TOMORROW!!! hallelujiah! Praise the Lord!!!!!!!!!
oh btw,
SUSAN BOYLE ENTERED SEMI-FINALS!!!!! her voice was a little pitchy at the start of the song and at the end but NONETHELESS, it was indeed TOUCHING and BRILLANT!

oh susan boyle... May God Bless Her.

ok news II
More than 1 case of SWINE FLU has ARRIVED IN SINGAPORE!!!!!!
nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.........

:(

May God Bless Us and protect us.

oh btw...
im currently watching the little nyona.(isit how it is spelt...)


U know I had this good friend once in pri school. But know as we are in diff classes in sec school, I dont communicate effectively with her any longer and I reckon she sees me according to the marks I achieve in school. Now, Iv got my friends, she got hers. Is it best to go our own seperate ways or still mix together?
I also avoid talking to her as my other friend is sorta (an fan noy foy ying fing)<-f language. Michelle taught me! :) thx michelle. dont worry the f language is not the f word. Im not vulgar. Bet on it.
oh as I was saying, the other friend scares me and since she is always hanging around with the other friend, it makes it amost impossible to talk to her.
Im not gossiping... at least trying not to.

sighs. Life is complicated.(life fife is fis com fom pli fli ca fa ted fed) lol(fol)


ciao bye(bye fye)

PS
(my fy name fame is fis pei fei shan fhan)

geddit? nvermind....

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

hi again.
BLOG POST PART II
okay, like I said, CHEAT was really fun! :)
oh oh. In class, like MANY people were playing cards(including me) ssshhhh. And then when the teacher comes all of us like "zao" back to our seats and then pretend to take out a book to read. "act mar" You could hear the loud dragging of the chair and see people literally shoving the cards into their bags.
Ruo Han is like our watch-person. When a teacher comes, she will scream to us. Then all of us rush like MAD.
ok btw, Took the "test" by Luk Ching.
Mine was more of blue. Which means I cant date Joshua Ang. woo hoo. Who wants to date him anyway. Pssshhh.
I saw his blog and his face was with a moustach.
YUCK.
EWWWW! GROSS.
PSSHHH!


BTW, THE 1ST CASE OF SWINE FLU OCCURED IN SINGAPORE!!!!
nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo( dramatic effect)

and btw(II) i didnt manage to go ms aiks bday. :( thanks to the photo-taking. was quite fun though.



alls well ends well.
GOD BLESS


PS
Today was FUN.
Michelle taught me a new gambling game. Tanny also.
Playing CHEAT with Min Li, Michelle, Sheryl Lim and Nicole Koh was the best.
We watched whale rider also.
It was NOT ACCODING to the book AT ALL.
Kahu was emo-got that frm Amaris
Rawiri was FAT.

Didnt go for Ms aik's bday. THere was GB photo-taking and it ends REALLATE.
sighs. But had fun though.
Thanks to some sec 2 seniors I managed to get into my full GB uniform.
When Samy wore the GB uniform, Grace Low was like " You look like a girl for once"
And Samy was furious. =.=
Wanted to bash Grace Low up.
But didnt of course.


My day was FUN:)

PS

Monday, May 25, 2009

hello. My MYE results are horrible. Honestly. Michelle did SUPER WELL. well, I guess I still have to praise the Lord for eveything. Is studying like crazy before the exam studying very hard? Or is it just cramming? sighs. Should have studied harder. All of us are born wih the same type of brain right? But why some people do well-er than others? They say they dont study, well, I would beg to differ. I studie too. But WHY? WHY? except for chinese, I didnt study and I passed. ok...Well, I didnt study for chi not becoz I didnt want to. I was having fever, and cough. So I guess it affected my usual chi standard. Since my recent study technique doesnt work, Ill guess Ill improvise and look for another EFFECTIVE technique. And my ENG. The teacher says I have a problem with my tenses. I MEAN WTHECK? I NEVER DID HAVE PROBLEMS WITH TENSES!!!! I DIDNT GUESS I WOULD ANYWAY.

I feel really, really, really, really depressed now. WHY? WHY?? WHY CANT I ACHIEVE BETTER GRADES? I DID MY BEST(except for chi) BUT I DONT SEEM TO REAP WHAT I SOWED. IS IT BECOZ IM PLAIN STUPID OR WHAT?


DEPRESSED AND FEELING HORRIBLE.